Random

One side of the road feels like closing in...
will it do so?

One of my very old launhgs feels like drowning
and I despear...

I tend to scream at the wind as it passes by
it never answers

I'd like to be in the ocean
with the water close to my nose
up my lips
near my ears...

with water in my mind..

I have to say I'm not particulary fun
not today
not even yesterday
will I be so tomorrow?

I kindda have this thoughts of floading
of pushing my mind to the edge
this thoughts of nothing...

Got a blank mind?
I hope I do...
I want it
I need it
I forgot how to forget

Need a brake? need a breath? need a life?
is it over yet, father?
are we there yet, mother?
will I ever be there, sis?
I won't venture a guess
Is useless
Isn't it?

Recently I'm there...
at the edge, I mean
closer, closest
bored to death
drowned in boreness
floaded with nothing
inanimity...
unliving, undeath, underneath...

I got a typing machine, this came out of it...
randomness of feeling
of thought
of word
of meaning
of emptyness

random me...